Someone told me, “You need to get in shape!” I said “I am in shape. Round is a shape.”
OK I admit I am a mess in more ways than one! Case in point! Years ago, my wife observed something odd about me. She asked, “Why do you swing your left arm when you walk, but not your right?”
Sure enough, as we walked my left arm would swing front to back in sync with my gait, but my right arm was fastened to my side, but I couldn’t explain why. When I run, both arms are working but not when I walk.
Eventually I came up with the most plausible explanation. I was ambushed and beaten several times on the walk home from school during High School. It was terrifying and traumatic.
The gangs would find me and surround me, but I couldn’t outrun them. They simultaneously would bust me with their fists and then flee. And I would pick myself up from the ground, brush away the tears and go home.
I needed to defend myself, so I began to carry a small bottle opener with a sharp tip. I carried it in the palm of my right hand. I deliberately did not swing my right arm when I walked, in order to hide my weapon.
But here it is 50 plus years later and I still walk with my arm glued to my side. Fear has frozen it there.
Some people fear swimming, others flying. Some avoid crowds while others being alone? Some avoid hospitals and others public speaking. Dig deep and you’ll often find a difficult experience that cemented these fears into our psyches. Christ the Counselor can help!
His disciples were on a smallish boat at night which was battered by the wind and waves. That was scary enough, but then an apparition on the water approached them. Matthew says, “They were terrified and said, “It’s a ghost!” and cried out with fear” – Matthew 14:26.
They were afraid of something they didn’t understand which is true of most fears. And yet, that scary sight was Jesus. He was right there in the middle of their fears.
When we are afraid, we need to Know that Jesus is in the middle of the things that scare us. There in the foreboding darkness is Jesus who wants to help us confront our fears.
Jesus spoke to them, “Have courage! It is I. Do not be afraid” – 14:27. If they had known that their powerful Savior was there with them, they wouldn’t have been afraid. Jesus’ presence is enough to assure us. He said, “I will never leave you and I will never abandon you” – Hebrews 13:5.
Peter wanted to verify that it was truly Jesus, so he asked the Lord to command him to walk on the water to meet Him (14:28-29). Jesus did, and Peter jumped out of the boat and tread the angry waves. Once he knew that Jesus was present, he had the courage to walk towards the very thing that frightened him. Likewise, We need to walk toward the fears that paralyze us.
Of course, we know what happened next. Peter took his eyes off Jesus and locked them on the waves – and he began to sink (14:30-31). So, it is with fear. Even when we have summoned the courage to walk on water, we will falter if we allow the thing we fear become our focus. We need to fix our eyes on Jesus when our fears try to distract us.
Dr. Erwin Lutzer once said, “When we focus on the very thing that we are trying to get rid of, its power over us actually increases…But if your focus is on Jesus – on your obedience to Him, His power will flow through your whole being and drive away the fear.”
Hmm, maybe it’s time that I quit giving the Lord the stiff arm!
A PRAYER: Lord, I don’t want to be frozen in my fears. Please thaw me out!
This has been Jim Johnson and pickleheavenpress.com
May the grace of our Lord be with you always.
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