I was fraught with donut guilt. Not from eating them, but from stealing them.
You see, my friends and I had morning paper routes when we were kids. As we biked our way at 4 a.m., we noticed a Krispy Kreme truck that was making its daily deliveries.
The driver would hide boxes of donuts in various places so that the retailers would have them when they opened in the morning.
It seemed like a fun game, so we tailed the truck and watched as the donuts were stowed away in cars and various nooks and crannies.
And we then confiscated and consumed many of those donuts. Proverbs 9:17 says, “Stolen waters are sweet.” This was especially true of donuts.
We enjoyed our donut feasts. We longed for some milk as well, but the milkman didn’t deliver that early.
But then, several years later I found myself twisted up with guilt over the many poor choices I had made in my brief life – including the donut thefts. My guilt finally found its way to the cross, where Jesus paid my way to heaven – His blood shed for my sin.
Theologically and experientially, I was born again. I was free of the burden of my sin and its oppressive guilt, and I wanted the world to know it. So, I took my guitar and sang of God’s grace and mercy.
But one day it occurred to me that I was not completely guilt free. If the manager of the Krispy Kreme should have shown up at the church where I was singing – it would have dropped a load of condemnation all over me.
I wondered if I needed to make things right with him. So, I studied the Scripture.
The idea of making restitution was first discussed in Exodus 22:1-15. For instance, the man who stole an ox needed to repay the person from whom it was stolen. Granted, this is from the Old Testament and we Christian are governed by the New.
But I also I found Romans 13:8 where Paul wrote, “Owe no one anything.” Technically speaking I owed many folks for the things I had stolen.
I also remembered the example of Zaccheus the tax collector, who used the system to steal from people. When he found forgiveness from Jesus, he knew that he needed to repay those folks from whom he had stolen (Luke 19:8).
I was convicted. I needed to settle the account. So, I wrote a letter to the manager of the donut store. I told him what I had done and explained that Christ had changed the course of my life and that I wanted to make restitution. I also enclosed a check. I did the same thing with anyone from whom I had stolen.
Not long after, I began to receive letters in response to my letters – each one thanking me for my confession and restitution and each one granting me forgiveness. I still have those letters.
This one came from Krispy Kreme: “Dear James, Thank you very much for the letter. You are one in a million who would admit this. I am glad to hear that you have met your Savior and that He has forgiven you. We at Krispy Kreme sure can do the same thing. Thanks again. Come in any time.” P. Lockhart, Mgr.
How refreshing and liberating. I understand now what Paul meant when he said, “I thank God, whom I serve with a clear conscience” – 2 Timothy 1:3. (NASU)
And I have to say that I so enjoy having a clear conscience, that I am prompted to quickly make amends with the Lord and others when I stumble in the present. My sins these days are not theft related, but they still stain my conscience until I make it right.
You may not have a donut debt, but you may have a debt of another kind. Perhaps it’s time to make things right!
A PRAYER: God, give us the courage to clear up the past
This has been Jim Johnson and pickleheavenpress.com
May the grace of our Lord Jesus be with you
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